My number one top
sexual fantasy these days is a threesome with two dudes. Specifically two dudes
who are very comfortable with each other. There are far too few bisexual men
out there. By the time they’re looking out the closet door, they’ve often already
decided to bound, prance or swagger out.
However,
yesterday I got a call for two guys, one girl. This was a first. I accepted the
call from the agency largely because I was just super curious. The guy sounded
super cool. He had a confidence in his voice that told me that he was probably
pretty hot, and sure enough he wanted a threesome. My inner slut shouted, “Do
it!!!!” But the safety whore said no. I told them that I would see one at a
time, but not both together. They agreed.
It’s not that I
thought that they had malicious intent, I just didn’t trust that they might not
get carried away. For example, last week with the guy who bit me, I easily
maintained authority. Perhaps I shouldn’t have treated him like a child the way
that I did, but it was effective. I made it clear that I knew he didn’t mean to
hurt me, and I new he wouldn’t do it again, but nevertheless he crossed a
boundary and I wanted to make it clear to him that he was not to do it again.
We cuddled for a while, I pet his hair and he ended up hiring me for a second
hour. My point is, I’m not sure I’d be able to maintain authority and control
of the situation with a second man there. And if I was… if he accidently got a
little rough and I had to assert myself, what if I emasculated him? How would
he respond if I inadvertently made him feel little in front of his friend? This
was my concern. Too many variables.
In the end it was
all for not. The address they gave me was for the Rugby Club.
“This is not an
appropriate venue!” I said to them as I was driving by.
“We’re the only
ones here though.”
“That doesn’t
make it better!”
Are there even
beds in a Rugby Club? What if the whole rugby team was in there. No. It was too
much. And probably a sign that I shouldn’t be entertaining the idea at all. I
can only resist so much temptation and if was two hot guys, two rugby players,
wanting to fulfil my dirty little dreams… yeah, I don’t need that kind of
temptation.
