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It was nice being by the office yesterday. It’s an extremely big office, about the size of my apartment, and it feels like home. All the girls have to do is answer the phone, and keep track of calls, so it’s set up for comfort. There’s a big couch and a big tv, and an elipitcle

Leslie was working. She’s a sweetheart. Both her and her mom answer the phone, which I think is a little weird, but who am I to judge. I love her mom even more. A couple months ago, she called me by accident while I was home sick in bed, and it was like getting a call from my own mom. She treats all the girls like her baby.

Having been back there, I feel a lot better about this whole decision. I told her how I was honestly feeling. I told her I don’t want to be taking regulars. The thing is though, the more regulars you get, the more generals (call-ins) you get. Regulars are business that you are bringing in yourself and the agency wants to reward you for that. That’s why they have set up this system. However, I don’t like seeing the same people twice. I don’t want to get to know them. I don’t want to build a relationship with them. I’m hoping to just work off generals. It may or may not work. I’m going to play it by my own rules though. If I don’t want to see someone again, I’m not going to see them again.

It’s been six months and Leslie said that Mr. Texas still calls me every weekend. I don’t know what I’m going to do about that. It’s sweet! After six months, he hasn’t given up on me. That’s really cute. He is seeing another girl, and Leslie said that she too is getting quite sick of him. She asked the other girl what his deal was.

            “Should he be put in the black book? Why do you guys want to stop seeing him?”

            He is not violent at all. He’s a sweetheart. He’s just annoying! He thinks it’s a real relationship. He misses you, and he wishes he could see you more, and he doesn’t want you to goooo…  Sometimes it’s just a bit much to deal with. It’s kinda sweet that he still asks for me though.

            I’m contemplating using a different name. I have new photos, that don’t show my face. I can just create a new identity. He never needs to know that I am back. He’s easy money though. I would also up my rates for him to be GFE all the time.

            There’s also a new higher end agency that my boss is starting. The starting rates are 30% more than what I would be making now. You only get to work for this agency if you have +10 call backs a month. She wants to ensure these girls are pulling their weight, and are of higher calibre. There’s another incentive for me to get the call backs. However, I don’t even know if I’m going to be doing ten calls a month, let alone ten call backs.

            I clearly have not planned this out a ton, but I’m ok with that. I’m not a planner, I’m a jumper. Usually I plan things out, I will discover that it’s not possible. My life experience has shown me that there is always a way. I don’t plan. I just do.